Once again, it is WAY too early to be awake. My body suddenly deciding "okay, that's enough sleep!" at 5 am isn't completely unheard of (which makes NO sense, given that most of the time I'll sleep twelve hours straight if given half the chance), but I didn't manage to get to sleep at ALL tonight.

If it were virtually any other day of the week, fine, whatever, but Tuesday is one of my long days... internship (at a Housing Aid office), then a night class. I don't want to look like a total flake by not showing up for the internship, since I only started TWO WEEKS AGO, but I've already missed three classes, the teacher is not always terribly reasonable, and in a once-a-week class that IS a lot. Plus my grade is probably not what I'd like, to say the least... ARGH!

I think I know the culprit--just started on ADD meds again to see if they help this time, and it IS a stimulant. It doesn't help that I stayed up until 4 am because I'm an IDIOT, either... maybe I'll go to the internship with said medication on hand just in case. ^^ Hey, when I started the other stuff (which also kept me awake at first), I ended up operating on three hours of sleep the next day and I felt fine! On the one hand, THAT was only four hours total, and I did collapse that evening, but on the other it involves chasing seven-to-nine-year-old special ed kids around for most of it. Then again, staying on my feet likely helped... sitting at a desk for three hours? If I can't get to sleep in the next hour I think I'm calling in sick. T_T